Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Day 261



Rainy morning. Today the J Street Journals meet here. It is mainly a social tea with Chris and Carol. We catch up with each other and read a poem or writing of our own and one from someone else. Today I have a brief Mary Oliver poem. “Instructions for living a life: Pay Attention, Be Astonished, Tell About It.” It reminds me of Angeles Arien’s advice: “Show Up, Listen, Tell Your Truth, Don’t Be Attached To The Outcome.”



Alone on the beach
Gray with a lemony tinge,
Foam blowing across the sand,
I, vulnerable as a shell-cast crab
Scrabble into hiding
Waiting for the newness to harden
Over my expanded awareness.
Eager to keep eyes off my process,
Hands off my softness,
Scuttle toward the protection of Sea Treasures;
Old and transformed wood,
Logs changed by churning
Knots of growth and hearts
Strong against relentless scouring.
Treading carefully over cast-offs
Detritus of human existence,
Wind sweeping energy into my defenseless body
Causing hurry into the unknown.
Chords of power from the sky
Pushing only onward
Away from what was
Tears
From wind or wonder
Sadness
From want or hope
To find a Place
Where the new shell can grow
Spaces within
Knowing
The shell will fill and break again.





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